Too big wish?

I just want to be happy!

(And stop throwing up...)
But it's not kinda easy
and I'm messing up.

I don't want to make
all of u worried.
But I just can't take
all this pain to me.

I just want to be fucking happy!
(I don't want to cut..)
I'm tired of this endless misery.
I don't want to give up.

23.10.2014